A sign, maybe?

Patutlah tiba-tiba macam tersangkut dengan lagu Shahir tu. Foreshadow.

P/s-God,give me strength. It was all my fault. It's rather difficult to admit though. But i'll try.Definitely.

P/P/s- Sudah bersedia untuk apa-apa pun kemungkinan. iA.

It's neither my intention too.

Saya sedang dilanda PMS masa tu.

Mohon maaf.

mungkin keadaan akan lebih baik jika saya lebih bersabar.

perkara kecil.

Saya pun sudah tidak ada apa-apa perasaan yang tersimpan.

Harap sudah seperti biasalah lepas ni.

P/s- bingung :|

Tok Pa

ROTFL!

you're the one for me I'm the one for you..

sweet rase nak gigit je suara die.comel yang amat.haih.

Rebirth of the 80's/90's pop rocker

Best gak oh lagu ni. Suara dia ni macam ala2 penyanyi rock (malaysia) 80-90an. Bila orang duk gebang pasal lagu ni kat FB and kat hotfm pun selalu kuar lagu ni, aku pun try tengok kat you tube. Muzik pun sedap. Menggelupurlah aku cari lirik.

First time dengar suara dia ni, aku teringat satu lagu zaman 90'an rasenye tapi tak ingat lagu ape. Kalau dah jumpa nanti aku update.


P/s-lagu-lagu KRU, memang layan!




updated:
masa borak-borak dengan mak, ak cakap macam ala-ala suara jay2. hmm..ye kot.

my current sayang

picture googled

Alhamdulillah. Hajat di hati, DSLR. Tapi, ini yang mampu. Sedang belajar menggunakan segala function yang ada.



Best oh camera ni!

GILA, tapi saya sayang.HAHAHA

Okay, these were what I did last week.

Wednesday, 19/05/10

3 hours video conferencing session. 

As always, repeating the same craps again. Merepek tahap gaban. Suka2!

To Abby,Gra,Choi,Pieja,Zira,kita skype later k?

Thurs, 19/05/10

Birmingham New Street;

Saturday,22/05/10

Shakespeare's home town, Stratford-Upon-Avon;

Sangat tak sedar masa laju gila, like eyh, send-off dah and tetibe balik tadi dah sunyi je bilik. T__T

Actually, her megabus tix to London was at 1245 which by any means, memang tak sempat nak jumpa. Classes started at 9.00 till 1.00pm. I cant ponteng sebab these were the last sessions for both classes and one of them is very crucial for my finals. Memang tak sempat nak hantar lah. Pastu dah plan nak stay at the library till night and balik terus tidur. (Emo case). Luckily, minah ini tukar plan, she bought the 2.35 pm tix. Phew!

I just love to be with my loved ones. Tak ada kes-kes emo (kasi kasar kaw2 punya ayat, memang takde hal. Serahkan pada cik mimah. HAHA!). Takde mushy2 manja2 alalala~ No way! 

Tapi, kami tahu, dalam hati kami ada taman. ;D Kawan dah dekat 10 years, ape ade hal nak gurau kasar. It's our trademark, btw. 

Memang rindu gila nak mati dah ni. How? Ade sekali tu, the first day minah ni sampai, lepas balik makan, lepak2 and tidur. Suddenly I woke up and guess what? I felt I was in assteejay again. Cam lama gila fikir. Tengok pulak kat sebelah ade si doralin tu. Terus emo, homesick, friendsick gila. Hadoi.

Balik nanti kita hang out okayh? 

I miss you guys.GILA!

me: suka tak kat dyla sham?

d   :suka

me: ok nanti balik boleh lepak sama-sama.

d   : kat mana?owh jap. ejan burger eyh?

me: *gelak senyapsenyap dalam hati*

Credits to my housemates, for so many reasons it wont be enough type it up here. I love you guys. Thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis much. Enough ha?

Menarilah dan terus ketawa

Enough is enough. This isn't me, naturally. I don't overreact to lame issues. I didnt even know the real stories behind it, hence I'd better stay on my own ground.  Aku lebih patut dengar kata mak, balas kebaikan-kebaikan dengan kebaikan. Yang tak baik- tak baik tu, biarkan. Biarkan sahaja. Cukup apabila diri sendiri tahu siapa diri sendiri. Diam tak semestinya kalah, bukan? And yes, never stoop down to THAT level. (thanks poppy, love u!)

Mungkin betul, mungkin tidak. Kalau betul, muhasabah diri, cari mana yang kurang, tambah. Mana yang silap, perbetulkan. Dan kalau terang2 perkara itu salah, buat apa mahu melenting? Diamkan sahaja.Itu pesan mak.

At the very least, I should be more thankful. At least for now, I know Where I stand because I know Where I belong. And hey, I have my own precious LIFE, my own circle, and I should just remain in it. This is my real happiness, I have them beloved ones;my family and my sayangs and I know at any conditions, they will be there when I need. I have them to stay with me at my bestest and weakest, though most of the time, we are separated, visually. 

Let me just consider it as the wind that passes by. It comes and goes. No matter how strong it blows in, I know I have my strengths to not let me fall down, to the ground, or even into the deepest hole in the world. If ever I do, I know I have their hands to take me up.  

Smile, and the world will smile with you. 

P/s- entry gembira-gembira selepas ini. Stay tuned :)

...

Ya Allah,


sekali ini,
aku kembali,
khilafku,
jahilku,
lalaiku,
lekaku,
aku persembahkan segalanya padaMu.


Kau lebih mengetahui
luar dalamku,
perilakuku,
baik burukku,
aku serahkan segalanya padaMu.


Berikan aku kekuatan,
untuk kali ini,
beri aku pengharapan,
sekali ini,
berikan aku dan mereka ini,
yang aku sayangi,
kekuatan,
kasih sayangMu,
lembayung rahmatMu,
agar aku,
punyai sebab,
untuk terus menghirup nafas udaraMu.

The arrival

Eh, sebelum apa-apa, entry ni bukan nak cakap pasal the arrivals rancangan Yahudi jahanam tu. Bukan-bukan.




Ni nak share benda itu, yang dah lama saya booked tu, sudah sampai. Late this afternoon. Alhamdulillah. Magenta in colour, which I think, a bit rare for such item. And it is exactly like how it's been previewed on the internet. *gembira lompat-lompat*


Tolonglah yang ini, jangan ada yang sama. Sebelum ni, saya tak kisah. Tapi yang ini, ohhh pleaseeee..Please dong!

Sama tak serupa

eyh,muallah aku dengar pasal kau. Tak payah berkata diri sendiri berupa angel,berhujah sana sini keji maki yang berkata di belakang,eh,kau pun sama.cuma medium kau teknologi je. poodah!








baru je aku nak...ah,tawar hati sudah!




p/s: aku tak buta. in fact, manusia paing bodoh pun tak rasenye. Tepuk dada, tanya diri.

Manusia biasa

Sebelum apa-apa,saya nak sebut di sini,

perempuan ini berada di bawah jagaan dirinya bersama-sama saya. Jadi,kalau ada siapa-siapa  sedang cari,bahawasanya dia ini selamat di sini. 

Pagi tadi, saya nak ke Birm international train station sebab nak bawa dia balik ke tempat saya. Jangkaan ketibaan adalah 730 pagi. Tapi saya lambat sedikit,eh lambat banyak, sejam sejurus itu baru saya tiba. Nasib baiklah dia ini pandai mencari jalan sendiri dari airport ke train station itu.Syabas!

Ini semua sebab saya terlepas train yang pukul 810 pagi tu, terpaksa tunggu 20 minit untuk train seterusnya. Pagi tu, masa tengah tunggu train, di sebelah kanan saya ada sekumpulan corporate people, lengkap dengan suit, kasut kilat, smart. Saya sempatlah perhati, betapa skema mereka, rambut siap belah tepi. Rupa-rupanya, mereka pun sama terlepas train tadi. Termengah-mengah mereka naik turun tangga pergi platform lain, macam saya.

Sambil-sambil tunggu, saya intai lagi (dari ekor mata), ternampak tiket salah seorang  daripada mereka; hidung paling mancung antara semua, berkaca mata, tertulis birm international airport. Oh, destinasi yang sama. Kemudian beliau mengangkat telefon bimbit. Ringtone basic nokia. Lepas tu, seorang demi seorang angkat phone. Memang skema mereka ini, ringtone pun sama. 

Lepas tu, saya perhatikan orang lalu lalang. Ada yang cemas semacam, sambil tengok jam. Ada yang bawa beg besar, macam nak travel. Ada yang kejap-kejap angkat phone. 

Saya perhati lagi (dari ekor mata) mereka yang tadi. Tiba-tiba rasa kagum. Ternampak eye bag mereka. Macam tak cukup tidur. Pukul berapala agak-agaknya mereka bangun setiap pagi pergi kerja. Baru, saya nak tengok jam tangan saya,tiba-tiba

Preettt pret pret melepetlepet bunyi kentut dari sebelah kanan saya.

Beliau, yang berkaca mata tadi, hidung paling mancung, mengipas-ngipas angin di belakangnya,menggunakan tangan. 

Hampir saya nak membuntangkan mata. Oh,saya lupa, beliau juga manusia biasa.

Excited much?

Of course!

who isn't?

P/s-ignore this entry if you aren't a fan of westlife.

Ade orang kate,

alaaa...poyo je westlife.

gay band.yucks!

huh?westlife?ape barang.justin timberlake aku pegi!

Ade aku kesah???

It's tonight,btw.

makcik,c u tomorrow! (tambah lagi excited)

I'm tired but I dont want to sleep.

First of all, BIG thanks to the new MSA executives and yeah, the former as well for organising the BBQ party last Friday.(14/05)


We had Sociolinguistics test in the morning and I thought it was just nice to have a little break before continuing our revisions for the final exams. (cakap bukan main lebat!).HAHA.


I ate so much chicken wings that I nearly threw up when I was looking back at all the pictures on FB that night. GILA MUAK!


I remember I used to have siput sedut freak. HAHA. Lagi2 yang masak lemak cili api.Memang makan macam nak gila, not only with rice, I simply ate it like that. While watching TV pun boleh. Until one time tu, I felt dizzy and couldn't take it any more. Kes2 muak, seeing other people makan pun memang boleh muntah. And that was the last time ever, I ate siput sedut.


Eh, ayam lain. HAHA. Memang forever punya addiction!


And owh, here are the pics.

with Seongsook, our 'mesra pelajar'-lecturer. Remember the previous entry- the sleepover?

we're the winner of tikar tercantik.yeay!eh, tipu!no such competition pun.HAHA.still, the most ceria one.*winks*

candid!drama gila facial expression.kahkahkah!

Terima kasih daun keladi,ada event lagi,jangan lupa jemput kami!

Chocolate moist cake yaww!!!

Yesterday was my housemate's birthday. Luckily she and another two of my other housemates went to York and for some reasons, I didnt join them. Nerdy reason. (Read: my culture&citizenship portfolio  tak siap lagi.) I didnt even think on preparing any surprises like we always did to some birthday girls/boys. Had she already known we would definitely celebrate it, we didnt plan any surprises pun.

I woke up [late] yesterday, Chek Soo had already bought some foods for the party. Only at the last few hours before they came back form York that I decided to prepare something. And yes, improper plans sometimes are the best!




Long story short, this was what I managed to prepare:

The first time ever I succeeded. Jangan tanya berapa kali kek *bantat* I dah buat before this. AND,Ignore the deco, tangan kurang bedung masa kecik2.haha. Anyways, Mesra.net.recipe memang terbaik!

And sempat jugak buat bihun goreng (instant perencah). And yeah, sizzling noodle.( the kuah la) since I accidentally found the yee mee when I was looking for the bihun in the cabinet. haha. 

To tiqa mokhtar,

Happy Birthday to you.

All the best in your future endeavours.

We love you.

*happy teacher's day juga!!!*

Deactivated

Yes.The title refers to my Fb account.




Dah2 pergi buat kerja!

Mimpi

Sampai sekarang,bila saya teringat pasal mimpi saya malam tadi,darah berderau.Gila lajulah jantung.


Tapi saya still tak faham,sebab macam belit-belit je jalan cerita.Watak ada 3,tetiba kang ada 4 pulak.




It's just reminded me about my old days.Good old days,perhaps.




Goodolddaysnomore.
*mengeluh*






They said,the best way to make my dreams come true is to wake up.I did,every time I had a dream but it has never happened.The more I dream about it,the closer I would be-that's what I had wished for.But all I feel is I'm getting far far away from it.I could see it,feel it,but I can't have it.

Ape neraka?

WTH is wrong with me?














I don't even know myself right now.






I lost my confidence.




I failed to convince myself that I can successfully do anything.




Time has taken control over me.My time management is TERRIBLE!




I can't think properly.




Final exam is just around the corner and I've done completely NOTHING.Rasa bebal gila sekarang.




Assignments? *sigh*




Penyakit malas berganda-ganda.












Balik rumah tanam jagung la woi!

My wish

Saya nak kakak boleh tak?