#17 Whenever it feels right to write.

“As long as the world is turning and spinning, we’re gonna be dizzy and we’re gonna make mistakes.”
Mel Brooks

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Not to be ashamed to admit, YES, i've made mistakes, am making, and will somehow  at some other days make mistakes; the same old ones or that beyond my expectations. Plural that is. With or without me realising for God knows the reasons. The same goes to you, peoples. We're all human beings, we wont be perfect, by nature, by attitudes, and the list goes on. 


But hey, life must go on, yo peeps! No point of regretting those mistakes without working any pieces of effort to avoid repeating the same craps again. We will have to always try to learn to admit, think and do something upon it, don't we? 


After all that I've learnt (i bet all of you too) it will all begin from within, as long as it's stable and strong enough, it will eventually portray the real us. There's no need to picture ourselves as perfect as we would love to be (we ain't perfect, yes?) because the world wont be cheating us, as the real us will somehow be shown, no matter how hard is our effort to try to fake or hide it. It's never by how we portray ourselves in merely incomplete versions of truth, but the lives we're leading, the circle we're in, the  ones very close to our hearts, yes that will surely include friends (true friends indeed) who will cherish every single of our ups in life, and never let their hands off at times we hit speed bumps,them who will neither simply judge nor back us up without both sides of perspectives whenever we need their words of wisdoms and whenever we made mistakes. Those who would stay with us no matter how annoying and irritating we would be at times, the ones who know the real us, and without hesitation saying we'll always have them by our side. No matter how often we've been quarrelled, there'll always be a loud voice in our hearts and minds saying neither will us leave each other, and how important we are to each other no matter what happens. And together we will face the world-from simple pillow talks at nights (when we're about to turn in; talking alone will always indicate the end of it :p), teasing without having any emotional effects or physical damages(?), gossiping(hey,we know our bfs and high school bffs, fyi!) to heart-to-heart talks biggest secrets being shared and every single tears we shed, and the like. And yeah, most vital, a nearly unconditional love and support from family at any times of need. The knowledge we have, experiences we learnt from, are equally important, not to forget. 


No matter how high we would want to fly up to the sky, the ground of earth is the place we should always come back, with or without any choices, we have to step, or maybe walk, or run on its rough, sometimes slippery, surface. We will sometimes be blinded by our own illusions, far enough till we feel it's best to have someone to pat on our back, saying hey, you've gone so far, mate. 


That's how our lives should be portrayed. We live in different ways each day, we're changing, that's the real fact we have to admit. We may not be as the same as we were yesterday. The questions of whom we would've become, what change(s) have we done,  the answers are for us to seek.


"There's no blackboard in the sky on which God has written your purpose, your mission in life. There's no blackboard in the sky that says," (Neale Donald Walsch)--The Secret. But Al-Quran does tell us and neither will it mislead us, it's HIS sayings in it. Never have doubt to refer to it!


So cheer up,people!Laa tahzan! And get inspired by Joseph Campbell's piece of wisdom saying; "Follow your bliss and the universe will open doors for you where there were only walls."

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Well it's easy said than done, ain't it?Yet talking own experiences are a lot more easier, btw =") These are mine words and thoughts to share. What about you, mates? Any disagreements?I'm all ready to be shot,dead or alive.


Till then, try listening to this, if you feel those i've written above didnt or never will fit in your own shoes pretty perfectly :)


p/s-menggelabah jugak aku selak kamus and browse the net. Phew!