i wont ever regret. i wont back off! just so u know~

dalam hepi2, ade je waktu aku sedih, rase down. tak tipu. muka buat2 senyum menyeringai, hati berdarah2.

it's been a week since the spring term started and i feel that i've lost the momentum. not that i always have the enthusiasm, but u know, new year, new term, new resolution and all that. the spirit was there, earlier, but seems to fade away. and i dun really know whats the real reason for now.

lots of things to do. despite the struggle for my studies-yes, it's becoming tough, day after day, week after week, AND, i have OTHER responsibilities as well- javanese dance and zapin for Msian night and nasyid for NISE. It was not that burdening at first, but having known that the dates for the performances are quite close (28/2-msian nite, 20/2 NISE) mmg matilaa!! mane nk cari mase nk practise???

but i take that as a challenge. sape lagi kalau bukan diri sndiri yg nk cbr and bersaing dgn diri sdiri kan??ke ade je yg jenis bersaing ngan member,dengki mendengki sume tuh?cit podah itu perangai. tolak tepi!kalo sal ni, sungguh aku tak phm!hahah..mungkin entry kak chika (nurulism.com) ni bleyh bagi lebih kefahaman. =)  sekadar berkongsi. mmg takdela kan manusia nk dengki kat aku yg hina dina neh. hape ke pelik kalo ade. ko nk dgki kat ape?parut allergik aku ni ke?ke tulang temulang aku ni ha?


of whatever things i may encounter, whatever barriers that may inhibit any of my efforts, i know myself better than anyone does. just so u know, whatever happens, He is there, watching and listening to everything.