if only i cud send this to u~

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sambungan

now let all the pics narrate evrything.not that i'm still tired to type it out, i slept for 10 hours last night. MALAS
is the exact word. hahaha~

well lets start with the food...giler heaven ah..hasil tgn semua..hahah

 

 

kuah kacang-we made it traditionally, just imagine making it without a blender!

now the cam whoring sessions

kami tuan empunya flat 302.hoyyeh2~

oh-so-weirdo pose..euww..hahah

food digging apparently is pauline's new job!=P

sesudah takbir..syadhu terasa

the lecturers who dropped by

ppl from london yg menambahmeriahkan suasana.thanks guys!

zoltan-our resident tutor.on the left of course!despite the injury, he still managed to drop by.thanks (this includes "lady z" u gave!)

hahah..nak jugak!

itu saja..sekian.

sedih? tidak perlu lagi~

hahah..the title shud be read as annahita's intonation in one of her adverts.."jerawat?itu kisah lalu buat saye" like seriously annoying.haha.tiru intonation xpe, but not the statement.mengundang simbahan asid namenye.haha

owkay.why on earth im so happy today but semalam so sdih2 sambut raya.haha.and the reason wud just be simple-open house.yes!

we had kinda thought about holding a makan2 session, kecik2 one for our classmates and seniors as (seniors) apparently sudah bising2, apsal juniors tidak organise ape2 makan2 lagi nihh. but didnt expect at all its gonna be this big!

ramai gile orang dtg.hahah.yg kenal mmg dah awal2 menapak.yg tak kenal tetibe muncul in a whole big bunch of people, suddenly came serbu our kitchen.gile terkejut.but its very2 nice, satisfying is the word.

i dunno what shud be the exact adjective to describe my feelings.almost all of us took part (a few had sumting important to do, so  neva mind),we cooked gile2 last night, lari from one kitchen to another of other flats, sumpah penat that i really had a real deep sleep last night.

hasilnya?sgt sgt sgt mmuaskan.


thanks so much to all rakan2 Tesl for making this so fantabulous.love you all with all my heart =)

other pics in the next entry.sudah penat.mata berat.chows!

with love from coventry

salam aidil adha buat semua..T_____T

sedih pula terasa..haih~

zassss!!

saya rasa

minggu ini

telah

dan

bakal

berlalu dengan pantas

sepantas rusydi rusli makan!

tibatibarasanervous ygteramatsangat! tolonglah sabtu ni~*prayinghard*

nawaitu lillahi ta'ala

ok..tarik nafaaaaassss....

petang ni ade culture and citizenship seminar which takes 2 hours to finish. huh. 2-4 pm (tolongla incik mukul yg baik hati slalu kasi lepas awal, jgn kasi spoil ini petang wokeyh?)

ive to rush back to Liberty Park to change. dinner etc etc

take a bus roughly at 620pm to the uni.

dancing practice at 7pm up to 11pm.pulun gilak! "zapin smpai lebam" session just to let you know~


1130pm-start struggling for my weekly potfolio entry which is to be submitted TOMORROW!
padan muka sape suh malas.

=sekian=

why o why

i just hate these feelings


extremely happy for no reason. yes. like laughing out loud when a joke just need u to giggle. pretty sure im not kinda feel thats funny at all
or super sad for a wrong reason i dunno y.


i just hate it!
off all shitto things above
i dunno why i kinda feel
i miss sumting i dunno what or who to be axact



im still searching for sumting thats missing
help me, please

big girls dont cry

so please.




dun ever let the tears shed again.
uve just had enough of it, havent u?



so please




at least for now








T______T

now and then

dulu kau kejar2
skarang kau biar2






oh thank u so much!

haih

apsal aku baru tau yang lagu2 rascal flatts sedap2?

apsal weyh apsallll?










dush3!

ASPIRE Petronas Commercial

life is like this babeh!

pehal aku tetibe rase sgt sgt sgt sgt down ni eyh?



help me pliss...

anyone?

sekadar renungan~

 

X perlu bebankn diri sgt utk jage ati org, sme org tau de limit dlm bekawan..jgn slalu sgt bedalih...klu masih nk bekawan baek jujur, aku xkn amek ati klu ko kate x..

 

ihsan dari payed@fb..

 

aku ciplak je lantak ko nak berihsan ke tak ngan aku.

 

 

oh oh thanks to dylasham gak!

 

 

 

takde pape. tp rase ayat ni sempoi yg makan dalam

 

 

aku mahu kamu!

ini

dan ni

TAPI............

harus ada bnyk yang di bwh ini:

waaahaha!

berangan!merapu!merepek!kerepek!#@$#%^*

it's so easy babeh!!

kau nak orang lain faham kau?

cubela fhm diri kau dulu!

rase mcm dah nak give up.haih~

kau bertanya,aku menjawab,tapi......

hari ni aku g uni sbb ade hal. eyh apekah?hari2 pun org pergi uni. ok2 lemme explain. this week, which is week 6, is reading week for all students,which means there's no class..tapi..keje berlambak2 nak wat. assignments, portfolio nak kene hantar (mmpus!dah ar dari 1st week rase cm kosong je portfolio neh).ok lets talk bout it later.mase tak bnyk, so gunekan utk cerite bende lagi penting.ouh sejak bile dpt membezakan mane penting mane tak ni?ahahahah...


i went to see my lecturer (with my friend) to consult about our assignment.and this was when it happened.

we were about to leave her room when suddenly she asked us one question which finally lead to lots and lots and lots of questions. yg mmg selama ni aku mmg try to avoid.

soalan 1: what are you all wearing on your head?
soalan2: why should you all wear it?
soalan3: can you marry a person from a different religion?
and bnyk lagi soalan2 yg ditanya,nmpak mcm berminat dgn Islam tapi kdg2 tunjuk rasa annoying. one question came after an explanation.sumpah kelu lidah.

bagi semua, aku rase tak berat soalan2 ni.SEMUA maksud aku yg ckup ilmunya utk bercakap soal ini. dengan bersikap ignorant, ah lantaklah hal orang, biarkanlah janji aku tak buat-aku ingat aku dah ckup selamat. so when it comes to such situation, dang!gelabah dah.

bukan ape. aku tau bukan selamanya kene mengelak dari diaju soalan2 mcm tu, or mungkin soalan2 yg lebih mendalam.bukanlah kite ni zero ttg agama sendiri. cuma bagi kita, aku la, ckupla sekadar jaga hal sendiri, hal2 luar lantak ah. tapi terbukti gak tanggapan aku salah. abis dah tiba2 ditanya sal agama sendiri, xkan nak ignore?atau buat hukum hakam sendiri?

oh oh oh..berat,mmg berat.

tang soalan nombor 3 tu, ape jwpnnye?boleh?sesetengah tmpat boleh, setengah2 tempat plak tak boleh.ye, tau,ikut mazhab masing2. ape ko nak belasah perkataan mazhab in english ? dan2 tu nk bukak kamus?so, cmne tu nak explain?kang last2, ko pening nak explain, org yg bertanye pun lagila sawan babi agaknye kat situ.

cmne tu?hahaha.aku bukan tanye soalan ni suke2,bukan gak sesuka suki aku nak post entry mengundang kontroversi,tapi sekadar berkongsi. aku cetek ilmu bab2 ni. ilmu2 lain pun. tapi rase malu lain mcm kalau ditanya bab2 ni tapi x dpt jwb berbanding subjek SLA ke, oracy kejadah yg lain tu.

mcm tak puas nak explain. urgh!agama sendiri tu. mcm kalau org tanye sal culture kitela.kenape mcm tu kenape mcm ni. kalau kita dpt jwb kire nasib baiklah,dpt ketengahkan culture sndiri. kalau takpat jwb?rase2nye org yg bertanya akan sentiasa berfikiran positif?or buat2 fhm sdiri?xpun selama2nya misinterpret?

kang kalau explain lebih2 plak jadi ckp tak serupa bikin plak. kalau terlamapu menjaga plak kang, hukum hakam tu bersandarkan ke arah memback up diri sendiri pulak. aduiyai.susah ni. susah.


and among all of the questions, org yg bertanya tu ade ckp sal perbezaan hak lelaki dan perempuan dlm Islam. die bagi tanggapan ala2 feminism punye konsepla.ah sudah!mampui ni cmne nak jawab. die mmg nmpknye tak puas hati kenape ppuan kene cover our hair, why dont man?

oh oh oh.agak2 cmne tu nak jwb?

ini pandangan aku, nak terima, terima kasih aku bagi. xnak terima, abaikan.

first of all, lets skip the pakai2 tudung part. 
bagi aku, there's no such term of unfair dlm hal2 laki dan ppuan ni. aku ckp lagi, its more to protect us, the women. yeah, u can always see man's role as a leader, woman shudnt be a leader, bla3.. because man and woman complement each other. we're no competing each other. we just complement each other.

dan die mengangguk. i dunno whether she's buying my opinion or sekadar mengiya sebab dah pening dgn explanation aku yg serabai.aduiyai.

hah pastu sumpah aku dah taktau nk ckp pe. luckily aku ngn kwn aku tu had succesfully diverted the conversation to another topic. tidak langsung sal agama.phew~


yes,its such a relief, sbb:-
1- takut makin ckp, makin tersasar. makin tersilap, makin tersalah
2- takut ape yg dickp akan lead to menampakkan keburukan agama sendiri.
3- mmg dah ketandusan idea. tidak ckup knowledge.


ade bantahan?

u just made my day,gal =)

yesterday was absolutely a tiring day. if only i were given an opportunity to turn back time, i wish i cud have slipped yesterday. except for meeting my old schoolmate, (which was so so much fun reminiscing the whole story of school life back then, this is what we had always and will always do, laughing like hell till our stomach ached like wuteva!) i just feel that i really need a rest!

oh oh!there was a story i'd like to share (if there's any reader). i was in New Look, wandering around, surveying for my trench coat. and yeah, it's new look. nothing is cheap. very wonderful to wear and cheap. just dream on! so i decided to just wait for my friend and yeah, i continued wandering till i suddenly had a glance to an adorable, charming little girl. she's sooo damn cute. i bet she's definitely gonna be beautiful when she's grown up.

ah well, forget about it.

of all children who might definitely thrown a weird glance upon seeing a muslim (you know why), this girl is different. she's about to smile at me (oh that beautiful smile) when i was changing my glance to a lady next to her. i turned back to her. and yes, she smiled again at me and i replied.

you  might not get what i mean, but may feel the warmness i really felt.


oh sweety gal, u just made my day =)